mr. blue, i told you that i love you please believe me

Day 1 of finals is done. Thank goodness. Tomorrow will be better - it won't be cloudy and cold. :\ Maybe that's what's making me all funky today? I get all... depressing when the sun isn't out, haha.

Or maybe it's the fact that I slept with a comforter that my grandma gave me that belonged to my grandpa. :/ It's been a year and a few months since he died, and it's like... an image I'll never get out of my head. 3/3/09. That year was just a terrible year, tbh. Kris, grandpa, and Quinn. Definitely a shitty year for Wy'East.

Then again, I could just be bummed out that I won't see any of my upperclassmen buddies next year. /: They're all so cool hahaha. Maybe it's just an off day?

So, today at 4 is my doctor's appointment. But the dr's sick so we'll have a nurse examine my stitches (in the most fabulous place ever for strangers to be looking at .-.) and if we don't get them out today, it'll be on Thursday. I'm just sooooo over this cyst business. I can't run anymore, but I still have my massive athlete appetite so I've gained a few pounds since last November. UGH. Just.... so over not being able to work out hahaha.

xoxo

i'm leaving in on a jet plane

Stitches are out. Whoo! Now I can... run, like I just did earlier. Probably not the best thing to do but hey, how much harm can it do, right? It's not like I was sprinting or anything.

I blame Maddy so, so much for this stupid obsession of mine with Edward Cullen/Louis de Pointe du Lac. And Laurent/Edward. 8/ FML. My love for crack pairings is just... ridiculous. And I have this thing where I make it all super srs bsns like it's legit. Oh yeah man. And I finally decided that True Blood is not for me because omfg Anna P. makes me so annoyed it's just unbelievable. I think it's because she's so... helpless in all the roles she plays (except for Marie/Rogue, but even then... meh). I like strong!empowered!women, fictional women I can look up to because I feel so out of the loop b/c all my friends look up to a fictional character and I'm just like "...I look up to my mom U:". But w/e - my mom's cool.

Note to self: find a mothertruckin' beta somewhere out there in the big wide interwebz. 8/

Well, my older sister and niece are staying over and I need to get extra sleep, even though it's late start/early release tomorrow. *\o/* so excited to be out of school for a few months (even if I will be out camping... and at bible camp... and hanging out with my friends...)